Let it go, if you could, when love dies, in the end…
“So ill find what lies beneath, your sick twisted smile, as i lie underneath your cold, jaded eyes.”
Man, what a roller coaster this has been. There comes a certain time in a persons life when they realize that this IS indeed life and all you can do is smile, grin and bear it. The truth of the matter is that no matter how bad it may seem you can always pull something positive out of any situation no matter what. Its all about perception and your outlook. Now, this isnt to say that its ok to delude yourself and think that everything will be ok simply because you’re so happy your head could burst but again, acknowledge the negative, learn from it and focus on the positive and what you’re drawing from the experience. If you dont learn from your mistakes you’re doing yourself a disservice.
This past weekend was truly one of the most epic experiences of my life. I have never, ever been in a situation so revealing and so incredibly profound. Was it an epiphany? No, most definitely not but it was most certainly a realization. The realization centered around how to cope with the evolution of the love you can have for someone. For me, this was a very difficult road to tread on and the culmination was well worth it as i walked away with a better understanding of myself, who i am and what i want out of this hectic existence.
More to come, ive got to scoot!
